Although I quit vaping nicotine quite a while ago, I took up smoking air with what I call an “air vape.”
It is actually a device that looks like a two-inch-long metal straw. It has a cartridge inside that contains mint flavor. It reminded me of the mint vape nicotine I used to use. And that is the problem. It is too much like regular vaping. Normally, the device is used to exhale air after a long nasal inhale. It is designed to relax you. However, I was using it as a virtual vape device.
One of the reasons I quit vaping nicotine was that I did not want wrinkles to develop around my lips. And what I was doing with the relaxation air vape was causing wrinkles, too. I know this sounds a bit like I am being vain, but first of all, I already have enough wrinkles, and secondly not wanting more, is a good reason to quit doing the air vaping.
I think it looks like smoking and I don’t feel frustrated or bothered by anything in my life now. I do not want to represent myself as someone who needs some kind of a crutch. When I did smoke, I felt I needed to do something like smoke to complete myself in some way. I do not feel that way now.
So, I am quitting the air vape too. I do have a fidget device that I can use if I feel the need to do something with my hands when I am sitting around, so I am not worried.
The main reason I feel there will be no problems with my feeling or sensing a need to vape anything is the following verses from the Bible.
Luke 4:10 reads, “For the scripture says, ‘God will order his angels to take good care of you.” And Hebrews 2:18 reads, “And now he can help those who are tempted, because he himself was tempted and suffered.” The Good News Translation Bible (GNT).
Thank you for reading.
I love you,
Lisa Brown
